Making Allowances

 

Chapter 9, Part 2

 

“This picture was taken around late February. It was one of your Dad’s last days at Gaffer’s, before he was called up to do his National Service. It would have been about a month before the Gold Cup.”

 

“The Gold Cup he won?” I interjected.

 

“Oh no, no,” he replied,” that was the year before.”

 

“Oh,” I exclaimed, a little confused. ”I wasn’t aware that the Gaffer trained him.”

 

“No, you’re right, he didn’t,” said Dennis.

 

He continued. 

 

“What happened was this. Sidewinder was trained by a bloke called Harry Tatlow, who had stables up near Harrogate. Harry and the Gaffer were jockeys at the same time, travelled a lot together, shared a lot of things, even lived in the same house for a while. They were great mates. I think Harry was Gaffer’s Best Man when Gaffer married Alice. Tatlow ran a successful yard, and Sidewinder was the Jewel in his Crown. I saw that Gold Cup win. Never seen another like it. He completely destroyed the field, won it by 15 lengths, totally destroyed ‘em.

 

“The next year, he won a couple of good handicaps, but made a bad mistake in the King George and had to be pulled up. Nevertheless, he was a big ante-post favourite for the Gold Cup, lots of money going down, lots of expectation.

 

“Then, about two months before the Gold Cup, Tatlow brought him down to run at Chepstow. Whilst he was down at the meeting, there was a terrible fire back at his yard. Several people were badly burned and he lost a couple of horses. The yard was damaged severely, engulfed by t’ fire and Tatlow had no boxes for his horses, nor horseboxes to drive ‘em round in. Tatlow’s biggest worry was Sidewinder, and he asked Gaffer to house him in the run-up to the Gold Cup, which Gaffer did.

 

“Gaffer thought very highly of your father, and he asked him to look after Sidewinder, your Dad would work him and school him up on Cleeve. They looked invincible up on those gallops, nothing could hold a candle to them. Your Dad looked after him and cared for him all this time, on top of his other duties. He considered it a privilege beyond all others.

 

“On the day he left the yard, the last thing your Dad did was go over to Sidewinder’s box and give him the last few mints out of his Newmarket coat. I am sure I saw a tear in his eye; it was the only time I ever did.

 

“Someone up there must’ve had it in for Tatlow, because, a week before the Gold Cup, he suffered a double blow. First of all, his first jockey Willie North was suspended for six days, which included the Festival. Then, the jockey who was going to deputise, Jim O’ Connor, was killed in a car crash. A bit bloody unlucky.”

 

“Tatlow was desperate and asked Gaffer if he could approach Gaffer’s first jockey, Vic Graydon, to ride Sidewinder. Tatlow asked Gaffer if he thought Vic, who was in the twilight of his career, was up to the job. Gaffer, you could see, was in turmoil. Lately, he and Vic had had a number of arguments. Gaffer thought Vic was past his best, and just looking for a payday, Vic didn’t like this, naturally, but the Gaffer was a shrewd a judge as any. Vic never seemed to do anything to prove the Gaffer wrong either. He would never do any more than he really had to.

 

“Gaffer was having second thoughts about Vic, he told me about it much later, but it was pretty clear at the time, anyway to those who knew him. He would walk around the yard as if the cares of the world were on his shoulders. In the end he agreed to let Vic ride Sidewinder in the Gold Cup.

 

“That was a big mistake.

 

“Some people reported that they saw Vic in a Montpelier pub on the eve of the Gold Cup, but I don’t know whether that is true or not. Whatever the truth is about that, the truth on the day was that Vic gave him a bloody awful ride and Sidewinder, one of the best-backed post-war Gold Cup favourites sank without a trace. He ran away with Vic and just ran out of juice, by the top of the hill three out, he’d shot his bolt and I think Vic had, too.

 

“That night, Gaffer came into the tack room late on. I was in there on my own. He sat down and wiped his tired old face with his tired old hands, he shook his head. I made him a cup of tea and he sat there with a sad half-smile on his face.

 

‘You knew Graydon would blow it, didn’t you, boss?’ I asked him.

 

‘Yes Dennis’, he quietly replied.

 

Then do you know what he said?

 

He said ‘I wish that our boy had been on him.’

 

The ‘boy’ he was talking about was your father.”

 

Dennis went on.

 

“Gaffer said to me, ‘If our boy hadn’t been called up to the Army, I’d have had no second thoughts about telling Harry to give him the ride. That lad is a born horseman, Graydon’s a loser, he’s a soddin’ has-been didn’t deserve that sort of chance. But that boy, he would  have bloody won it.’ Gaffer sighed and cursed for two hours solid. He knew he was right, see.”

 

I listened in a state of wonder and mild shock.

 

“Does Dad know about this?”

 

“No,” said Dennis. “Moments pass and we couldn’t do owt to change it. Besides, you’ve not heard everything yet.”

 

(There was more?)

 

Dennis continued again, “Any road, Graydon was finished by that poor ride and he left the Gaffers yard at the end of that season. One of our other jockeys left for a big stable. With the yard beginning to get smaller, and your Dad now away, Gaffer made me up to first jockey. But the thing is lad, I know Gaffer wanted your Dad as first jockey.”

 

“What makes you think that?” I asked.

 

Dennis laughed, “I heard it plenty of times, when Gaffer and me didn’t see eye to eye over something. ’Bugger you, Eaves’, he’d say. ’I knew it was a bad idea to make you first jockey. Lucky for you our boy got called up, he’s twice the jockey you are.’”

 

“That must’ve hurt”, I remarked, sympathetically.

 

“Nahh. The thing is lad,” murmured Dennis, “he were bloody right.”

 

“This life”, Dennis concluded, “is a funny old thing. It’s not much more than a game of chance, when all is said and done. I was one of the lucky ones, your old chap was out of the picture when Gaffer needed a first jockey, and I got the chance. I was reasonable, but not brilliant, but I took my chance. I won a few good races and was lucky enough to do that by getting rides on some good horses, like Red Rosette and Principle Boy. I made a few bob and a bit of a name for myself, got a few contacts, and got a few kind breaks which helped me set up a yard. The luck carried on, contacts brought in business, winners meant success and more horses, a growing reputation, all these things stemmed indirectly from those days with Gaffer.”

 

“But it wasn’t all luck,” I said, “it’s hard work.”

 

“Yeah”, Dennis pondered, “but no harder work than a man like your father, with a home to run and kids to feed. All this could have been his, just as easily. He was the better horseman, better jockey, the only difference is, life dealt me a better hand than him.”

 

“Was he that good?” I asked seriously, sadly.

 

“One of the very best, lad”, said Dennis. “I just hope that one day, some of the luck will find its way to him, maybe it will through this horse of theirs.”

 

He looked up at the window as he heard the sound of the jeep returning to the yard. He winked at me, “Somehow everything will even out, lad,” he smiled, “c’mon”.

 

We walked out into the sunlight again, I walked to the car as my Dad and Uncle said their goodbyes to Dennis. I watched the two old colleagues and felt a strange mixture of immense pride tinged with an aching sadness. At long last, I fully understood what was driving Dad back into riding in races; the final piece of the jigsaw had fallen, after an agonisingly long time, into its place. And now I could see the whole picture, and understand its appeal, I wanted to show it to other people.

 

The question was, how?   

 

Chapter 10, Part 1

 

Synopsis

 

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